Hi!
Had gone through the old posts of this thread I started 1 month ago. I think some people already know, but I'll definitely figure it out for all again.
1) Manjana really left forever. Not the person, only the nick with which you really had some problems. You can see it as excuse, but it is so.
2) She didn't have fed up with the people here. The contraise is the truth.
3) She knew she annoyed everybody here with her problems. She wanted to find the best solution for all, if she left.
4) She didn't think of so many people missing her and she didn't see, because she really didn't want to come back.
5) She met another member later in another chat,whom told her about that circumstance. He also wanted her to come back, but she said at that time she wouldn't.But she began to think about.
6) She went on that side to watch it with her own eyes.
7) She met the friend more often during the next weeks. He wanted her more and more to come back and she said she'd. But she didn't want to annoy the people again, so she found the solution to her problems.
8) Scooter's post gave her much things to think about and she really thought of contacting the doctor, but all people said, it wouldn't be necessary (they all knew me better than I knew myself).
9) She changed her life during the following weeks nearly completely. She became calmer (what will make Loaf and other people become happy), thinks more positive and don't let herself be brought out of concept by some bad things the life has for her. She made much much sport and went much into the sun (best therapy for light depressions).
She still argued much with her parents...and I seemed to have success. At least the marks at school became better and that was the main reason for the problems with her parents.
10) Then, 3 days ago she decided to come back. But as she had said, it won't be Manjana. That nick was full of problems, and prejudices/bad things you had/thought about her (she's egoistic...etc.). What was completely right. But I am not so any more. At least I'd say not many things could make me become unhappy at the moment. So I created a new nick and thought of the swore I gave myself to return never as Manjana. The nick doesn't exist for me any more. And I hope I'd also be for you the same way. But this something I can hardly expect from you.
So end of a long message (and Loaf one question: Why didn't you really close this thread? Comes it therfrom that staff never does what posters say? Always the contraire?
). Doesn't matter any more... I hope this will the last so long post be, which I'll ever have t write.
I just want to say as last thing: I am happy, you didn't think so many bad things about me as I thought.
But now I really want to discuss about WC (Loaf won't believe it).