I've thought about it that night. The last thing I'd ever enjoy would be to sit in an office...I had much time I thought much and now I know I am ready to kill if it is necessary. And I am also ready to give my life...what do I have to lose? Seen from my point of view not very much. I'll still join the Bundeswehr...but before that I'll have to finish school.
And Mekt: The marking system up from 11th class changed...I still have normal subjects. Choosing only begins now from the 12th class upper with the new marking system...you are lucky to get the chance to make your Abi after the old rules. I for ex. have to take math until the Abi...not in the Abi, but until. But I really pity the next generation after me...they will have to choose 2 languages, math, and two classical sciences till and partly in the Abi. This is part of changes to make the quality of graduants better..Abi gets harder, less people make it and the quality is better. So the firms know that somebody who has Abi, is really good. Today, many people make it, whom are very bad in German, math and whom have chosen history, Religion, Music and such easy subjects. Later this will become impossible.